Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Today, after self-training, was walking home with Iggy and
Jojo. And we talked about
alot of things. One thing that struck me and brought me here blogging, is about Fear. And Pastor
Ulf preached about Fear last service.
Fear is a spirit, he says, it's an influence and atmosphere. People can feel it and be bog down by it. And Fear spreads. Dun bring the spirit of fear with you onto the mats. Dun be
afraid to stunt. Dun be
afraid of of doing something wrong. As long as you give your 100% and more. As long as you know what you doing and if you're not sure, ask, and remember it. Mind over body. What you see, is what you get. What you visualize, is your destiny, your future. If you think and say that you won't be able to stick up there, that you cant do it, you're already telling yourself to fall, to not resist. Dun base
ourselves on what we can do, what man think and say about you. You're more than that, if you believe. Keep holding on.
Love is define as selflessness, unselfishness. Give your all for the sake of others, and likewise, you will be bless. I can make this world a better place to the people around me. Everyone can.
1 John 4:18There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love.
Labels: cheer, fear, God
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Like finally! I'm able to use the laptop. I've been so busy or too tired to use my comp. The moment I reach home is sleep. Let see, Monday was...leisure. Went shopping for sports bras. $70++ *heart breaks*.
Tuesday was going down to Orchard Parade Hotel for a job interview. Got it. Waitress at Club Chinos. Prestigious restaurant, heard Pastor
Ulf and Pastor Yong went there for a meal previously. Ho ho and this week Pastor
Ulf's coming. Who knows. Anyway, went for training after that.
Wednesday, rest the whole afternoon before going down to work. Try to conserve energy. It's still pretty tiring. Pour tea and more tea, using the
unglam style- two hands. Apparently my hands too small to hold the teapot set in one hand, keep getting scalded. Then learnt to balance a round tray on one hand with dishes pile on top. I was so scared I'll drop the dishes. Like one small cup of dessert is $50? -.-" Then cleared heavy plates too.
Hoho! And I spilled a glass of water on my manager! He's nice though, didn't scold me. Well, a big round tray and a tall thin glass of water is quite an imperfect match. Eventful, learnt a lot of things. Woke up next day, hand muscle aching.
Then training yesterday and
tadah, today! Rest day!
Cellgroup!
Labels: random, tired
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
This is April.
She's lazing on a pile of books.
Hmm, where the heaven is she?
Ah! She's under the coffee table.
That's one of her favourite spot to catch a nap. Right beside the balcony, the wind's big and the books are her pillow. And where there's food.
Labels: April Baby, random
Saturday, February 16, 2008
I said this long ago. So long ago apparantly it's forgotten...
Why should I give up time for myself?
Time for April, time for dinners at home, time for my family?
Why should I give up time for making my own friends?
Having my own buddies and besties, time for my own fun?
Why should I give up time for God?
My spiritual life, time for my cellgroup members, building better relationship?
Why should I sacrifice so much things that's apparantly nothing?
Why for someone who cannot show the appreciation in actions and careful thoughts,
rather than mindless words and emty talks?
Why? Why must I prioritize everything below you?
Labels: deep thoughts, disappointed, love-d
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Fortitude is the strength of mind that enables a person to encounter danger or bear pain with courage. Success is really not about winning but going through failures and failure without losing the enthusiam, standing up again and again after every fall. When people can't see the reason behind something, they collaspe.
E mbrace God's purpose in your situation.
N urture your spiritual roots
D irect your attention to Jesus
U se your experience to help others
R ely on God's power
E xpect God to bless you
Romans 5:3-4 ...when we run into problems and trials, ..we know that they help us develop endurance. And endurance develops strength of character, and character strengthens our confident hope of salvation.
Labels: God
