I'm feeling pretty depress over my weight right now. The last time I mention, long ago, was a mere 37.4KG or so. It still ain't that bothersome for my weight always fluctuate between 37 to 39KG; and besides I pile on a few grams after that.

FYI, every year, I will gain a KG or so more. For example, in secondary 2, I was about 32KG. Then secondary 4, about 35KG. In poly 2, I was 38KG roughly. Okay, I'm probably offending many people because whatever, I eat so much also won't pile on the carbs. I stay slim what.
Correction: I'm thin, paper thin. Geraldine demoted me to tracing paper thin.
Who knows all the fats could be stuck in my blood vessels entitling me to a premature end. T.T

I'm targeting to hit 40KG, I wish I can hit 42KG though and to be overly ambitious, I actually want to hit 45KG. Sadly, I'm still stuck in the 30s series. There was once I measured 39.8KG. I was so ELATED can! But soon after, Rexaz training camp and I slipped back to 37KG. I attribute the cause to running around woodlands ave 9. Since then, I never hit 39 ever again up till now.

NOW, to the main point, I was in the school library today and I happily decided to weigh myself, never imagining the horror and depression I would fall into. HORRORS of HORRORS! I am a sickening, disgustingly 36KG! No, not 36.5KG, cant even round up to 37KG! I feel so disgustingly UGLY! @&$*&%$^!@%$#

End of digression.

Labels: emo-ing, moody