Okay so I'm feeling pretty sick at the moment. Terribly weak. My hands and knees are still shaking and I'm looking pale. For the first time I had nice light pink lips. Nearly fainted in the kitchen. Thank God I squatted down in time and closed my eyes.
I got very very soft hands, lol, and thin skin. I was helping my mom to mop the floor, and after a while I realise my skin was sliced off from my finger, think due to the friction. Its like sashimi. Slice so nicely and thinly. Gosh, it hurts la. I immediately stop mopping and went to cut away the peeling skin. My hands were trembling already when I cut off the skin. I don't know where I got my courage from. Perhaps I don't wanna show my weakness in front of my mom, so I kept quiet, applied antiseptic myself and put a plaster. I was fumbling very badly then, was dizzy and vision turning dark. I snapped the first aid kit shut and immediately squatted down and close my eyes. I don't know what set me off, maybe it's the pain.
Haha, those who knows me will know I freak out at blood and pain. I kicked Iggy and cried like mad when he tried to apply antiseptic on my toe when I cut it at a pasar malam.
My mommy says I need to wear a glove when I do housework next time -.- like so weak and useless like that ehh, mop floor also can injured.

And I wanna proclaim, I can fly
not because I'm just skinny and light.

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