Saturday, September 27, 2008
I'm in school right now. Early in the morning. Today got cast meeting. FYI, my FYP this semester is a film production. I've been getting up early, but still oversleeping, and returning late. I sort of feel like I didn't see April for a long time, play with her, snuggle with her.....missing out on life man. So busy and tiring seemingly =/ dun have much time to spent with Iggy too.
Right my schedule currently is all school, FYP, Rexaz training, Asian Conference training, tuition and all over again. *pouts*
Oh and I didnt see a sinseh yesterday. No time la really. Everything so packed.
Labels: April Baby, AsiaConf., cheer, tired
Friday, September 26, 2008
Wohooo! A perk to my school days blues....Veera is taking over Serene Huang, the another irritating faci who asked endless questions and give me Cs continuously for all my hard work. I got all the worst facis this last semester. It's only a 3 day week school schedule. I got 2 days off. But the facilitators are really making me feel like ponning. So far my favourite is Monday's class. So now today, Friday class, is a bonus! I really need to use this sem to pull up my GPA. Been skydiving down ever since after year 1. Okay, enough of school stuff, it's boring.
*pause*
Argh!!!! Iggy's leader just called me. So fierce! He threatened that if I don't see a doctor for my back today, he will drive me down to changi hospital. Further adding that it's near my cellgroup place and should not be a problem of time. T.T he so sharp. I must learn from him, able to uncover all the loopholes of excuses. Argh! Iggy, what did you tell him man? It's really not that serious baaa....nothing more than an orh bak kah.
*pause*
okay, got a deal. No western doctor which will ultimately accumulate to an X-Ray, which will cost more. Iggy allows me to go sinseh, haha, that tampines one. *cries* but still $$$
Labels: AsiaConf., cheer, happy
Thursday, September 25, 2008
I'm so so so pissed today. I think I was pretty rude, that was bad of me. But then I felt so wrong. How in the world can he assumed I was MSNing the whole day and gave me a D? Helloooo...i wasn't MSNing, Thursdays is no MSNing day because Richelle got an irritating faci like me! Argh! I'm so going to feedback in my RJ today. Stupid stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!!!!! D eh! The only reason to get a D would be blatantly not doing any work, or run off half during lesson, or not doing your RJ. *Bites him to pieces* Rahh...!!!
No, no nonono...I shall hold my peace and goodwill towards men. I shall be nice and polite and smile at him.
In case he give me some low grade again. Nahh...cause I want to be nice. Shall grab on to world peace!Labels: rants, world peace
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Gosh, I was late for
FYP meeting again. Not good. Later evaluation all shoot me. Anyway
Im feeling so hungry now......
So Iggy stayed over yesterday and I so don't feel like getting up this morning.. It was raining and squeezing with April, her warm weight is so cuddly. Sigh....such a air of peace and love.... I just felt at peace. At love, especially Iggy, because after all, he has to be the only one that I turn to at the end of the day, with whatever feelings in his arms. I dunno how to say it, but it's really really, no matter what happens, you know there's someone who really really loves you. =) I just know that there's people loving me and God loving me.
Perhaps, after so long, it's really time to put down and let go, bit by bit. Maybe it's really because of the time I've spent, putting almost all I have for it, that made it so hard. So many decisions and
commitments and opportunities that changed, altered or given up for this passion.
The decision to leave Usher, all my friends, Roy, Christina, Lawrence etc., those people who help me plant my feet in church. They are almost like my
cellgroup. I love usher and yet I love this passion too. I was so so lost and I was rising up, working with the chief usher, so part of the move in the ministry. It demands so much of my time too. It was really hard to make a choice, give it up, to stop. I dun know how much others know, but I know how much my passion caused me, so many things apart from that..
So now comes the time yet again, when you feel that tug into another part of your life. Like so many times in the past, when I feel that tug but pushed it off. It's really hard to stop being an integral part. But it's time to shift my focus and relent to the tug. It's been 3 good years. =) God! Here I am! Here I come!!!! Here we go!!!
Weee...
Labels: adjusting, God, love-d, world peace
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Yeah! I can slouch again. Hahaha. Okay. Anyway, I'm quite sick of this skin. Hmmm.. Shall change it soon. Right now, need to come up with a design for the uniform for Asian Conf. Quite budgeted. Can only afford jerseys.
Iggy's dad bought a victoria secret's lotion over from US. Much as Iggy would like it for himself, he gave it to me. haha. Okay, thanks....I'll give you my Rseries- the one you like so much too. it's Designers' collection somemore.
And and, I still have not write a complain letter to Sony Ericsson yet. My handphone broke down 3 times in a year. Just a year! How pissed could I ever be?
Labels: AsiaConf., random, rants
Monday, September 22, 2008
My back is hurting me. I'm like ramrod straight. Maybe it's good in improving my posture but, I feel so tired, all the weight pressing down on the back. I hope it's nothing more than a bump, Back injuries are the worst, dun wanna break my back. Gosh, it's only the first training. Madness. Feeling moody still...don't know why. >=(
P.S Cramps shooting up my neck and down my legs. My butt gets numb from sitting too long. I feel so pregnant.
Labels: AsiaConf., cheer, moody
Thursday, September 18, 2008
I'm into 3rd week of semester2. It seems like anytime now, I'll be graduating. But shucks, I still got 15 more CE points to complete. I'm feeling quite moody and pissed right now actually. Got 2 Cs in a row for one of my module and I dun think I deserve it. Think she's bias. Like I did almost everything down to the
ppt and I still get C whereas another who didn't contribute in anyway and didn't defend during presentation gets B. Next lesson, tomorrow, I shan't do anything. Maybe I keep an even lower profile she would prefer.
Argh! Feeling contempt =/ I'm in a foul mood really.
Arh wells, monthly woes. Hate it. Boo`
Labels: rants
Sunday, September 14, 2008
It feels strange walking flat on my two feet again. Like really really. It feels like now it's out of position instead and you know, sometimes, you get the feeling like you want to crack your back? The urge?? Ya, I feel like it's to be cracked back to the wrong position. Hahahaha. Anyway, the sinseh is the funniest ever. She wanted to do acupuncture. I protested and refused flatly with Iggy egging her on to do it and ignore me. Stupid him, still try to snap pictures of me. So yes, continuing, she said 'Are you afraid of injections?'. I replied yes. And she said, 'But you still have to be injected right?' OK, then I shut up.
Oh, and bought a sticker book with Iggy. Can paste our neoprints in it. =D
Okay, outdated birthday pictures. I was flustered coming home from cellgroup with one side of my slippers lost. I was freaking angry and there Iggy appeared with flowers. It was 11plus pm, nearing my 19th =)
The conspirator. He wore the heels David lent me and he gave me his sandals to wear on our journey home. Haha. Bless him. All the men who smiled at him along the way.
Iggy bought lilies too. Not yet so bloom. He said by the 7th day, it will all bloom.
So after 7 days.....
Iggy's the mannn....=D
Labels: happy, love-d, random
Monday, September 08, 2008
I'm home now, listening to the rain falling outside and Amazing Grace (My Chains Are Gone) by Chris Tomlin. It's so beautiful...During worship, the presence of God just enveloped the whole place and I felt ever so thankful for everything. Not to mention the sermon which spoke into my very heart.
Alright photos time...alot alot of photos from holidays till birthday to upload still. Shucks! Faster clear...
One day, Mummy brought us out to eat.
At the coffee club
Little brother, Darren
Precious Ma-ma
Me and Mango Peach smoothie
Mummy and Ma-ma bacon and what-not sandwiches
My battered dory fish. Nice!! With steaming potatoes below!
Darren's very cheesy Alfredo- pasta, mushrooms and hams.
Piping hot!
O.M.Goshhhh...look at the dripping cheese. It's really alot, I assure you!
Next up is kite-making and home and Cafe Esplanade cheap cheap with Iggy!
April looks on...
See the shape forming up?
Making the covering......
Tadah!!!! Finalized product! I love the tail of hearts. Iggy's idea =)
Then while waiting for training to start one day..
Ah pek
Sotong Ring in my mouth
Brownie....not very nice. It's not warm and it's hard. Cafe Galilee's best!!
He had a scoop of brownie too.
Us <3s>
Alright! Here for now. It's late I'm wanna tuck in. Next up would be birthdays =)
Labels: God, holiday, world peace
Thursday, September 04, 2008
I just finish uploading yesterday's photos and I realized there's still 30++ photos of the rest of the holiday's fun. Argh...long overdue photos another time.
Last day of holiday ended with a nice touch =)
Every photo album starts of with me. Haha..
First things first, set up our territory @siloso
Then we jump into the sea! That's Darren and Gabriel..
Haha. Jun Hui!
Me and Darren
Louisa and Me
And me again! P.S It's my digi cam, so alot of pics of myself. Haha.
We played volleyball till our hands turn red and we jumped back into the sea. Then, back up shore, while the guys play soccer...
Hahaha, that's Gabriel style of playing soccer. Hahaha.
Me..
Gabriel
Darren..Shuai!
Hahahaha. Gabriel's constipated face..
Haha, okay..take 2
Then, 2nd round of volleyball..
Labels: E269, happy, holiday