No. That was a fake. It was falsed happiness, falsed agreement, falsed okay. The whole day I'm convincing myself it's alright. Now I'm saying it, no I'm not alright. I dun feel good, I feel sad. I don't believe in signs, but I do see how things are leading up. Right from the moment, I know it, I know it ages and acknowleged it, I see it. And I admit it's hard, yes. What more do I wish for...I have love, I have family, I have clear plans ahead, I have dreams, I have friends, I have God. Yes, I should put time and effort, thought and work into these things in my hands now. Things that can bear fruits, things that I can see growing. Yes, I should be convinced, but, as with all things, needs time.
Did I mention, my cellgroup's reshuffling..maybe there wouldn't be an e269. But as always, it's like a fresh start, a season when God's hand will be stretched over us. I see..........great things :)
I'm suddenly inspired to draw out my future!
I love everything I have now.
Labels: E269, God, moving on