Know my recent post is so flotsam and jetsam. Bits and pieces. It's random thoughts type out, not particularly meaning much because it's just rants. But sort of sorted out what the hell am I thinking.

I could bring God wherever I go. God dwells in me and everywhere. He's not limited to just the church. This nationals, the difference would be I have God with me. As I'd said, I've sort of sorted out the thoughts in my heads- mainly the disapproval I might face is eating in me and I got kind of angry with myself.. for my wavering decision, afraid of this and that, and what people would say and think. Try to blame others along the way for not understanding. But it's all quite nonsensical because no1 has yet to reject and it's really just me thinking too much. Perhaps, the past experience caused me to fear.
But I've decided, firmly, and I prayed and know that God's with me. He will follow and lead my way through the whole nationals period. *Peace sign*. And I know, I will still have time for the cell group, my vision still holds for them. Maybe time would be tight, but I guess it's really how I can maximize the time to bring forth what I have and need to do. I know God will provide me the wisdom. Haha. Erm. Inside joke.

So I kind of understand what I'm typing the past few days. Haha. I got angry for no apparent reason at anybody. Not outwardly but inwardly. I never usually show temper or give black face even though I'm really in a freaking bad mood. But Iggy got most of it cuz I only show him though it has nothing to do with him most of the time. Haha. But he's so nice, he understand........ ^^ I love you!!

p/s: Thank you, Gab too...You know why... =)

Labels: cheer, deep thoughts, God, love-d