Just reached home not long ago. Feeling
abit down right now. Sigh. Was on my way home from
Changi Airport with my brother after fellowship with the
cellgroup after service (woo...long sentence) and I was talking with him and I felt so
demoralize and
depressed. So
emo.
Haha.
Ok, whatever. We talked about my relationship with certain people and what it could meant and I sort of got fed up. I dunno but sometimes I lose my patience real easily now, especially with my brothers.
Aww..now I feel kind of mean.
Nvm. Back to the topic. And so now, here I am. Just dun feel like talking. I dun really know what's wrong but I just dun like people to disturb me about guy(s) and also drag in spiritual, godly stands or my leaders' names or just act as if they are me or the person in question. Like they know everything and
argh! Whatever!! I really can't be bother. Just not in the right mood to think. I leave this to some other time.
I'm aching after cheer practice today
. Man, we really
stretchhhhhhhhh today! I had problem closing my legs together after that. And I based a
little little bit! Did a little little shoulder sit and I admit I cannot make it. So after that, we did a fraction of tumbling and
yah, I'm horrible. I can't cartwheel. =( Okay, laugh!
Haha. Ha. And learnt pop twist cradle. I've seen before in
TRP '06 days. *Reminiscing*
Today service is a continuation of the Cultural Mandate and it was good, as always. And this year,
CNY gift is a household detergent and sponge for us to help spring clean up the house and yeah, shine for Jesus.
Haha.
Omgosh....
And before I forgot, Friday Zone meeting was 'WOW'. I love it though I had serious problem getting home from
Riverwalk (which was where it was held) after the whole thing ended. Waited for a cab like for 20, 30 minutes. Boo. Anyway, in one part of the sermon, Pastor Kenneth shared something like this, "I can say all I want, edify myself, lift myself high, but if I dun follow up on my words, it is nothing" and "To go high, I need to go really deep down, dig deep underground-work on my foundation" Wow right? I was really touched.
Wooo, I'm happier already. =) Okay, I shall stop here. Dun wanna think or do anything at the moment. Just feel like basking in the air-con and stone.
Haha.
Bye bye.
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