Saturday, June 30, 2007
Heh. Praise God! I'm doing well today. I've never felt more accomplished and
satisfied and today is
Art Criticism and Analysis. Do you get it?
Haha,
prolly the first time alright. Life's weird sometimes and people are always weird. Hold on, weird people make life weird. That's it. Yeah. Life's never always this smooth and good like today. But I guess, just make the best of everyday. For everyday is a gift from God and our gift for God should be our life.
Okay, so anyway I lost my voice. You can barely hear me yesterday. Can you imagine the PM then?
Haha, praying without voice. I think it's all air. But of course, it still proceed from the mouth and it shall not return void.
Haha. Okay. Breakout. I gotta have my Mars bars. Bye. =)
Labels: God, happy
Friday, June 29, 2007
Prayer works. Yes.
So today didn't turn out great, so far. Woke up with a bad headache and aching neck and shoulders. I can't help slouching. I dragged myself to school and here I am still. Had real bad gastric last night I can't describe and the medicine my bro gave caused my stomach much discomfort throughout the day. Not to mention today is like the 4th day and it's still overflowing. I shouldn't wear skirt. Now I feel so....exposed?
And I think I'm gonna fare badly today, didn't contribute much, let my mood get the best of me. Mannn...Hpmh. Alright. For the last time.
Sometimes. Really. We gotta think the better of an situation. Like simply put, look on the bright side, or the good side. I got so pissed with people bugging me, whats with my bad mood today, I passed some cutting remarks. Like hey, who ain't busy. I am. Very. Okay, not as busy as some or others. But anyway, I retorted first. Ah well...Alright, there's no flow, I doubt you guys understand. I guess as Christians, and knowing some1's a fellow christian, you got a higher expectation of that person. Everything that's not right, their attitude or whatsoever, we zoom into it and flare up. Okay, just me. I expect more and when they are not up to my expectations, I guess I get pretty mean. I wonder really am I weird or what. I just can't flow in at times and I dun feel like doing so. I'm rather a loner. Haha. Maybe I just dun need so much company. But yet...sometimes not. Argh! Whatever. I can't think straight at the moment. I'm just blabbering. I need a good long talk. With myself. And God.
Labels: deep thoughts, God
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
I can cry. Such discomfiture I dunno is it really the pain or just my mind. How do I describe it? ='(
Photos from performance at
OCC for
SCA. Too lazy to upload all. Courtesy of coach and Jolene.
Rexaz.
Single Extensions.
Coach.
Whee..Basket Toss!
Alright, let me wallow and rot some more. Sick~
Labels: sick
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Vitasoy soya bean drink- a king's drink :)
Alright. History of arts. Heroic music.
Hmph. What's so history about those heroic music anyway. Sounds pretty modern to me though.
Haha. Duh -.-" I'm not in study mode today. Bite me. This cannot do. Bye!
Psalm 105:5-6
Remember His marvelous works which He has done,
His wonders, and the judgments of His mouth,
O seed of Abraham His servant,
You children of Jacob,
His chosen ones!
Labels: random
Monday, June 25, 2007
RO rules over blogger.
Haha. I'm so
sorrryyyyyyyy. But it's just simply addictive. Though not so much as the king. Anyway,
RO server is down so......Here I am.
Hahaha.
Finally, it's seems like I can rest. It was
POS and Emerge and
Comp. and
SCA and finally, the last of the last is done. Pictures up soon once I gather them all.
Went for
ytd's and today's
svc. It was great. Seems deep but not really, really. I'm falling deeper in love all over again every single day of my life. With God. With :)
ahem okay, everyone. Life's larger as it is. Sigh.....Perfect mode to
emo.
Haha.
Anyway, brought my April to grooming and bought some
necessities for her today.
Yippee. Though its not for myself, but at least it's for one of my love. Reminds me, I haven been shopping. I nearly work myself into a frenzy at Attributes in church the other day. GSS seems to come in the wrong time and so is the hikein GST. Sigh... See, even books will make me happy. It has been THAT long. =P
Labels: random
Monday, June 18, 2007
Today is Fathers' Day and a king's birthday! Wheeee... =)
I woke up early today. Which isn't right because it's Sunday. But I gotta send my cousin off. There's quite a scene during the final ritual. I thought they want to start a fight. It's saddening, among many things.
So after everything, had a long afternoon nap, walked my dog, waited for dinner to arrive and so it did, not too long ago. Afternoon naps and emo shows ain't good for me, I declare. Haha.
School's starting tomorrow. I'm so not looking forward but nvm, I should be glad and thankful that I'm studying. Remind me alright. Hmm..what else? Ohhhh! Contact lens, watch, clothes and more clothes. I need to shop. I need to! Haha. Mannnnn....$$$$
Labels: random
Friday, June 15, 2007
Sob. I just watched this show 'Hearty Paws'. I cried buckets. It's this touching can. To sumarize the whole thing, it's about a dog unconditional love for it's master. Typical? WAIT TILL YOU SEE THE WHOLE SHOW. The amount of tissues I used up. Really worth watching. 5 stars!
Labels: emo-ing, random
I can't post pictures of my recently aquired orh cheys and new-born abrasion. They're at my lower back and entire right side of bod respectively. Imagine the horror when I was bathing. My abrasion stings!
I'm home right now feeling rather lost. I dunno what to do. And should do. The quiet is....disquieting. At the same old place but none of the peace.
One after another. It's not even 4 months since......Well, nearly. Today's the 4th month. It's not right.
Labels: cheer
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Alright. I'm rather bored of making templates. I think they're horrible anyway so revert back to old better designed ones by others.
My head is throbbing right now.
Everything seems to be swimming. Couldn't walk properly from the living room to my room without hanging on to the walls. You know the sensation? of low blood pressure maybe? something like that...It's nothing to do with the bump on my head I hope. During camp, every little movement that involved my head hurts. Like running around ave 9 and bouncing around stunts.
Haha, it was rather funny at sight
because I was holding on to my head like it would roll off any moment. I
couldn't sleep on my back because my bump was obstructing. But now at least I can and can move my head with ease. My daddy rubbed it so hard I clawed him. Oh and the camp was great. Servings of food was HUGE like Gary. Games was fun, juniors are wonderful, seniors are rocking and every moment was fun in a certain way. Whatever am I talking..
Haha, very randomize. Oh, and I got my bump due to a moment of stupidity while tending a game section. Shan't talk about it but I hit the metal ledge of wonderful glassy and metallic RP. Rah!
I can't wait for my hair to grow! =(
Labels: cheer
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Doubts in my heart. Shook my faith. Hard to trust. Filled with
unsure.
Feeling small. Unnoticed. Kept away in the presence of the living.
Nothing much to say. Meaningless words exchanged. Only a time to satisfy one's desire.
More like something. Less like someone. A tool for a few minutes. Then back into non-
existence.
I dare not ask. Dropped a few hints. Couldn't catch it. And let it be.
Not a question asked or a want to know. Just let it be. Thus feel the care.
I can't feel the love tonight.
Labels: feeling down
Thursday, June 07, 2007
I'll be away for Rexaz camp this 7th-9th of June. Dun miss me.
Gosh...super unglam. Hahaha. Alright. Below's a beautiful story.
One day, a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.
Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine."
The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly,
but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing.
The people stared -- how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed.
"You must be joking," he said. "Compare your heart with mine, mine is perfect and yours is a mess of scars and tears."
"Yes," said the old man, "Yours is perfect looking but I would never trade with you. You see, every scar represents a person to whom I have given my love - I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them, and often they give me a piece of their heart which fits into the empty place in my heart, but because the pieces aren't exact, I have some rough edges, which I cherish, because they remind me of the love we shared.
"Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart
away, and the other person hasn't returned a piece of his heart to me. These are the empty gouges -- giving love is taking a chance. Although these gouges are painful, they stay open, reminding me of the love I have for these people too, and I hope someday they may return and fill the space I have waiting. So now do you see what true beauty is?"
The young man stood silently with tears running down his cheeks. He walked up to the old man,
reached into his perfect young and beautiful heart, and ripped a piece out. He offered it to the old
man with trembling hands.
The old man took his offering, placed it in his heart and then took a piece from his old scarred heart and placed it in the wound in the young man's heart. It fit, but not perfectly, as there were some jagged edges. The young man looked at his heart, not perfect anymore but more beautiful than ever, since love from the old man's heart flowed into his. They embraced and walked away side by side.
Labels: cheer
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
I rather think my face is too big. Shucks. But I din't save it in photoshop format. Got to redo the whole thing then, layering and all. Too lazy. Dun care.
Btw, yesterday's finale was wonderful. The trumpet of God. In our hands. I
truly felt the burden in
Pst Kong. More broken than anything..
Oh! And
TRP got 2
nd place.
SMU/SIM got 1st. Like again. I guess many people really feel sore about this. But then again, we are already champions in our hearts and in many others. So we're still champions. =) Although, next time, I think I would prefer if we have proper cheer judges instead of
dance judges ;)
Haha.
And and I nearly withered as I watched
TRP video. I was horrible.
Nuah all the way. Maybe good by
POS standard but Audrey will definitely kill me if she ever sees it.
Arh! Horrible horrible.
A few more photos. Not with a $2000 camera though, that makes anything look good. Hee. Courtesy of Jon Teo.
Rexaz camp coming up. Gosh. Too fast. No rest after
POS and Emerge
after all. Thursday, Friday, Saturday. Did I mentioned that school hols started? I have a short 2 weeks break. Better than nothing though.
Labels: cheer, EmergeConf., God
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Wooaahhh, go TRP!! Yesterday was total coolness! I saw Pastor stood up and clap! with Sun! My nerves did not outdo me. All my stunts went up including liberty! Haha, Izak was so excited that after we popped, he grabbed me and we both jumped and screamed at each other. Haha. We forgot about the rest of the performance and the crowd. Thus I was nearly late for the next stunt. I went dipping '1, 2..' even as I was running into vincent's and gary's hands. Haha, and they just flow and grabbed me at the the second bounce. It was really funny please. Never mind. I think I'm not making sense.
Along with POS, comes my loudest bruise yet. I gotta show off more pictures of it. This is a fine one, when it's quite ripe:
I'm really too busy the past few days to update, what with trainings after trainings. I never reached home before 12am all those times. 0.o My eyebags. I slapped on 4 layers and yet the first thing ppl said to me yesterday was, "Woah! Never sleep ar? Your eyebag..." =.= Thank God, it's over. Though there's still the Finals =P and 5 more power-pack sessions.
And I wish I have a $2000 camera. The work of a Canon DSLR...erm something something.
Andand, I miss my hair. Yes, I've cut it. It's so short I'm Sai's brother. Didn't turn out as I expected. Sad =(
**P.S I just recieved word that TRP got into the FINALS!!! We're in the top 3! Wohoo!Haha. Man, PTL! I'm so high right now! Wee.. =D
Labels: cheer, EmergeConf.
Rexaz.
Single Extensions.
Coach.
Whee..Basket Toss!
Gosh...super unglam. Hahaha. Alright. Below's a beautiful story.
Rexaz camp coming up. Gosh. Too fast. No rest after POS and Emerge after all. Thursday, Friday, Saturday. Did I mentioned that school hols started? I have a short 2 weeks break. Better than nothing though.
Wooaahhh, go TRP!! Yesterday was total coolness! I saw Pastor stood up and clap! with Sun! My nerves did not outdo me. All my stunts went up including liberty! Haha, Izak was so excited that after we popped, he grabbed me and we both jumped and screamed at each other. Haha. We forgot about the rest of the performance and the crowd. Thus I was nearly late for the next stunt. I went dipping '1, 2..' even as I was running into vincent's and gary's hands. Haha, and they just flow and grabbed me at the the second bounce. It was really funny please. Never mind. I think I'm not making sense.
I'm really too busy the past few days to update, what with trainings after trainings. I never reached home before 12am all those times. 0.o My eyebags. I slapped on 4 layers and yet the first thing ppl said to me yesterday was, "Woah! Never sleep ar? Your eyebag..." =.= Thank God, it's over. Though there's still the Finals =P and 5 more power-pack sessions.
