Ever since day one, though I have never say it aloud, those broken promises, those false hopes, I had enough.
I dropped hints, I
threw tantrums, but you always seems not to get it, turned around and then it will be my fault. There's no
permanency, just temporary coaxing and actions.
Perhaps you forgot, maybe it slipped your mind..for after all, who's perfect?
But then again, keeping a schedule blank for you to fill, rejecting others, pushing aside all else things, only to be left wandering by myself.
Perhaps I should get my own life. Maybe I should start spending time with myself and other people. I can have a dozen girlfriends and
guy friends to pack my schedule with, to depend on.
Perhaps I should pack up my schedule with all my own stuff, the things I want to do. Me myself and God as the first priority. All else comes second and if I want to.
Why can I be selfish?
And there's so many other things...
spiritually....Labels: disappointed, feeling down