Where's the will to defy the 'impossible'?
Where's the joy to soar to greater heights?
Where's the
perseverance to keep on trying?
Where's the endurance to overcome the physical?
Where's the mindset of I can do it?
Where's the control of emotions?
So tired.....and I feel so shitty,
so lousyThen now I see the house and I feel like it's a mess.
I feel no belonging there, just no homeliness.
I seem to live in a different world,
so faraway, so different and alone.
I smile widely, laugh and make a clown of myself,
bringing joy to people and yet feeling all the hurt in me.
But I feel so empty and weird inside,
just an outer facade.
Shed it off in my room,
a place that's most familiar...
yet getting less familiar too.There seems no escape from this deep confusion.
How profuse my feelings are...how lost...
Even I don't understand..
Labels: feeling down