Lying and deceit,
you define what those mean.
I wonder really,
is this what you call a friend?

Never again, will I give a damn
its not even worth a second chance
All those time it seems like a waste
Never again, do I wanna see your face

Backstabbing your 'friends'
you think they'll never know.
Acting so well infront of them,
but sorry, no, we saw through you.

I really did think you were worth the while
coz you did manage to make me smile
But you broke my heart with a single stroke
each word hurt more and more, as you spoke

Jealousy and betraying
a horrible thing to feel.
Something one wouldn't forget,
something one shouldn't do.

You always think, you were treated unfairly
but you never think of treating us justly.
You can be hurt by what people say
but never were others hurt even more times?

Maybe its for the best if we stay away
coz I want to forget you with each passing day
I was much happier without you in my life
When I realise my friend, is not a friend.

-

I'm moving on...............Let go, and let God. He sees, He knows. I lift it all up! Bye Bye, you! =)

Labels: cheer, disappointed, moving on

I'm getting sick of this skin. Haha. But I got no inspiration to make a new one. It's my 200th post now. I've been a faithful blogger eh. Must have something to mark this, and a new skin is appropriate.

Labels: God, random

Thanks to Geraldine..haha, blogthings is fun. Sort of like knowing yourself more. So true..some la..

My vivid emotions and imagination takes me away from this world, so much so that I tend to live in my head most of the time. I have great dreams and ambitions and always hopeful, I tend to expect positive outcomes in my life..which will definitly not always be the case. When negative situations comes along, it takes me weeks and lots of reassurance to settle it.

Labels: random

My handphone's like so blacking out. There's streaks of dead pixels across my phone. Have to send in my phone for servicing again. All my stuffs like abit tattered already haha. My laptop and handphone especially, the expensive ones. Must beautify them.

First day of last week to holidays. It seems so long.........

Anyway, I tried to create Facebook just now and I given up. I dun understand it's craze. Haha. Maybe I'll try again when I'm more free cause I am in school and multi tasking. So I get pretty frustrated easily, trying to figure out how it works. Haha.

Labels: random

My blog is getting superficial.....

It was a wonderful weekend. With work piling up in school and scheming people flooding the world...well, one always gets tired and ready to collapse at the end of the day. Daddy and dearest always remind me not to be naive and trust everyone that hangs around you. The past weeks taught me how true it was. Not everyone need a real friend, they could simply live a cruel life by themselves..plotting to get their gains. But as always, lose some and gain better, whether for evil or good purposes.. =)

Brought April out to Pasir Ris Farmway today. hahaha. She's so scared of the pool la.

It was really a wonderful weekend. Sigh. I want more!! =D One more week of school before holidays!!! Ya Yeahhhh!!

Labels: April Baby, happy

I hope this Sri Lanka guy won't come today. I feel so harrassed by him. He's really disgusting. So perverse la, the way he looks at you and talk! Nothing right comes out of his crooked mind and mouth. ~*&%!)#^%$'!

Richelle pon school today again..........bad girl! Haha. I'm so excited for this weekend =) Life doesn't seem too much of a routine again. Taking everything in my stride, letting go and moving on. Seem to lost something though but found it back and ya! Fire up!! =D I'm so gonna push myself harder, no more slacking off. It shouldn't be in the first place, after everything. Back to the performer and better.

And you, you ain't going to pull me down with you words. It's all about you still, ain't it. But yup, I'm not listening..... ;)

Labels: motivated, rants

Holidays coming, I can't wait. I wanna go shopping...tan in Sentosa..go swimming every morning..slack in Pasir Ris Beach with Iggy and April, throw her into the sea.............and knife someone?? My sovereign lady? =P

Labels: April Baby, holiday

Just got home not long from training. Tiring...............but shiok. I like. Build me up! Skinny but healthy. Haha.

Labels: cheer, love-d, tired

Live studio production today. So fun. Haha. Seriously, maybe I should give up being an air crew and do an internship at Mediacorp instead.

Everyone pon today la. Haha. But I didn't pon. Today I'm the good girl. =D And I just realised that Iggy's birthday falls on Adrian's and Richelle's anniversary.

Labels: random

Leadership consists not in degrees of technique but in traits of character; it requires moral rather than athletic or intellectual effort. Lead and inspire people. Don't try to manage and manipulate people. No man will make a great leader who wants to do it all himself, or to get all the credit for doing it. A leader finds strength by realizing his weakness, finds authority by being under authority, finds vision by seeing the needs of others, finds loyalty by expressing compassion, finds greatness by being a servant.

You can have ALL the experience in the world, but without compassion, without love for your people, you are just a boss who drives others like cattle. True leaders have followers. True leaders are mark by their words and attitude, not by their skills. Encouragement is the oxygen of the soul. That's the difference about him. That's why people chose him. He truly deserves better.

Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him power.
- Abraham Lincoln

What comes round, goes around. It's all exposed. I know now.

Labels: disappointed

We went to Mcdonalds for breakfast earlier today. Not Ya Kun, hahaha. So now cozying at the forum on a beanbag. It feels like camp. Haha, I can't wait for one. =D

Labels: love-d, random

I sing a sad song for the cold and lonely
Moments no one will admit to aloud.

You see it in the eyes:
The walls are built,
Delight replaced by guilt

Afraid to show surprise,
Beginning young,
It's best to hold the tongue

You see it in the eyes,
At eight or nine,
When childhood dies.

I sing a sad song for the faces pressing,
Against the window panes in longing.

I sing a sad song for dreams woven
never expressed.

Labels: feeling down

Karen

Yours truly

See. Cloud tanning!We're munching away on chips. I brought Marley along.

Haha. Retarded pose.

Weird stuff you see on the beach I like this toilet so I took it. Lol. Baked a mango cake yesterday night with dearest too. Scalded my hand, permanent scar. Okay, it's just a small scar la. It was a tiring fun day.

Labels: E269, emo-ing

Cool, today's lesson's about making a new magazine to publish in Singapore, targeting mostly to young women. I'm rather bored and lazy to think though. I feel so overwhelm by the things piling in front of me, I'm automatically shutting down and ignoring it. Can't think la......Why ar? It seems so never ending. Karen, I'm so gonna sleep in the sand tomorrow and barbecue myself.

Joanna, work that butt off the chair and start calling the people now!!!

But....

Labels: random, tired

The weather is so humid!! Is it really the global warming kicking in? Arghs, save the earth! Service was good good. Works of the Holy Spirit =) It's all in the flow.....Went to Changi Airport to makan and emo with the cell. Yes, we emo-ed there.

Labels: E269, emo-ing

I should stop procrastinating. Shucks, when it's a little too late then I start to think of ways to salvage the situation. Get myself in trouble only. That's stupid of you, Joanna! Argh! God help me.. =(

Yesterday was a fine May Day, seems more like D-day. Woke up at 12.30pm! I gonna die early lol. Wrote 2/3 of the President's speech. At 1.48pm, I scooped April into the bathroom and we showered together. Haha. By the time I changed myself and I dried her, it was 2.10pm. Rather fast eh. Then went out with my mummy to People's Park Complex. We took all the travel brochures we could find then went to buy toiletries, which they sell real cheap. Then went down to Ikea, met up with the rest of my family. Ate Swedish meatballs and smoked salmon, potatoes, chicken wings, all the famous dishes. Yum..Then bought a glass display cupboard for my elder brother. Reached home and I was cracking down on my room, taking everything out and re-packing everything.
Over in my bro's room, dad and him was setting up the cupboard when the sound of glass crashing down came. An entire pane of glass broke and there was glass shattered everywhere. So we spent like a good part of the night clearing the glass and vacuuming the room to remove the glass shards. Haha, in the meanwhile, the main door was wide open for easy removal of the huge bags of broken glass collected. And April disappeared.
My little brother was holding her in his arms back while we clear the glass and the next moment, while we were vacuuming and sweeping, he was at the living room computer playing games. When I realised it, I looked at the wide open door knew April had ran out.
Lol, it's pretty funny thinking back though. Me and little brother panicked while my mummy freak out totally. Too many things in one night la. Haha. With my mummy shouting in the background some intelligible words, I immediately ran to the corridor of houses off the common area and look over the parapet to search for April corpse 7 storeys below. Hahaha. My brother was smarter, ran down the stairs and indeed he found April sniffing our neighbour's shoes one storey down. That torpedo had disappeared like this more than once le lor.
Once she went into another neighbour's house and jump into the bed with her -..-"

Labels: April Baby, family times, random